...hey we've been here for so many years and still it seems so complicated, overrated...well this fe
hmm. ok well. i definitley typed up a rather depressing entry the other day with like lyrics from sad songs and stuff... and today i realized that (when i didnt see it in my journal) that i posted it in ALLIES journal, instead. lol. go me and her. me for not realizing, and her for not signing off her username on my lj program. lol. so yeah well i was gonna post it into my journal but then i was like, WAIT A MINUTE, i dont need to anymore cuz i"M BACK WITH BILLY!!! lol *yay*
well yeah. so hmm. thats basically whats been going on. plus i made the Chicago skit in my fashion show along with Allie and Nichole. hehe GO USS....!!
right now i'm home chillin with myself, cuz i'm waiting for my boyfriend to get here... like... how long can football BE?? ugh...
ok random urge to post some quotes. you don't have to read them but i was reading them and here are the ones that stand out.. CHEESY cuz well, YOU KNOW but still!! lol...
*** EDIT: MEMEGEN I TOOK. random but still fun ***
i could be in a room
with a 100 guys and
you'd still be the
only one on my mind
i love you not only because of who you are, but also because of who I am when I'm with you
From that day i saw you i thought it couldnt be true-
-How could i falll for someone i hardly even knew?
Finally I have found a place into which I fit perfectly, safely, and securely with no doubts, fears, sadness, or tears. This place is filled with happiness and laughter, yet it is spacious enough to allow me the freedom to move around, to live my life, and to be myself. This wonderful place, which I never believed really existed, I have found finally in your arms, in your heart, in your love
Looking back over my life, I do not remember ever being as happy as I
am when I am with you. I cannot recall smiling as often as I do in your
presence, or glowing as brightly as when I am in your arms. I have never
felt this way before.
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, and falling in love with you was beyond my control
It's not being in love that makes me happy. It's being in love with you that makes me happy
Love is giving somebody the ability to destroy you, and trusting them not to.
You know that feeling when you get up on those rainy days when you're still laying in bed all warm, under the covers, listening to the rain pour down outside. when all your worries seem to disappear for a while, and everything seems so perfect.. that's how you make me feel.
ok i think im done
ugh... i should study for math, huh. seeing as i don't know how to make like half the graphs we need to know how to make. huh.
grr. RIC came to SHS today for a college visit and i went, cuz well, you know its a RI school and thats ALWAYS an option. a nice, affordable one. lol.. so yeah
they came and talked to us for the whole period.. but it was totally worth it and it's definitely looking good as a school cuz they have DANCE MAJOR programs! so i could like, do psychology AND dance.. AND live there at least y first year or whatever.. AND possibly get a cool scholarship maybe cuz it would be cool... AND it would be good like i wouldnt be far away from my friends and stuff (unless THEY go away, which would sadden me).. but yeah so it definitley sounded good (oh plus dennis goes there HAHA luvya) and hmm so yeah thats my thoughts on THAT..
ugh i hate drama. BTW i found a funny quote about it today. lol:
Middle School called. It wants it's drama back.
(lmao does anyone else enjoy that as much as i do? lol)
ugggggggghhh i wanna go see NFG and GreenDay and Sugarcult.. i hope i get to. at this point i don't care where i sit anymore!! lol. harummpphh
ok well i think this is where my rambling ends.. my chin is itchy. ANNOYING.
lol luv you alll, and uhh *I LOVE YOU BILLYY!*
uhh yeah bbl! <3 ALLy*
well yeah. so hmm. thats basically whats been going on. plus i made the Chicago skit in my fashion show along with Allie and Nichole. hehe GO USS....!!
right now i'm home chillin with myself, cuz i'm waiting for my boyfriend to get here... like... how long can football BE?? ugh...
ok random urge to post some quotes. you don't have to read them but i was reading them and here are the ones that stand out.. CHEESY cuz well, YOU KNOW but still!! lol...
*** EDIT: MEMEGEN I TOOK. random but still fun ***
i could be in a room
with a 100 guys and
you'd still be the
only one on my mind
i love you not only because of who you are, but also because of who I am when I'm with you
From that day i saw you i thought it couldnt be true-
-How could i falll for someone i hardly even knew?
Finally I have found a place into which I fit perfectly, safely, and securely with no doubts, fears, sadness, or tears. This place is filled with happiness and laughter, yet it is spacious enough to allow me the freedom to move around, to live my life, and to be myself. This wonderful place, which I never believed really existed, I have found finally in your arms, in your heart, in your love
Looking back over my life, I do not remember ever being as happy as I
am when I am with you. I cannot recall smiling as often as I do in your
presence, or glowing as brightly as when I am in your arms. I have never
felt this way before.
Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, and falling in love with you was beyond my control
It's not being in love that makes me happy. It's being in love with you that makes me happy
Love is giving somebody the ability to destroy you, and trusting them not to.
You know that feeling when you get up on those rainy days when you're still laying in bed all warm, under the covers, listening to the rain pour down outside. when all your worries seem to disappear for a while, and everything seems so perfect.. that's how you make me feel.
ok i think im done
ugh... i should study for math, huh. seeing as i don't know how to make like half the graphs we need to know how to make. huh.
grr. RIC came to SHS today for a college visit and i went, cuz well, you know its a RI school and thats ALWAYS an option. a nice, affordable one. lol.. so yeah
they came and talked to us for the whole period.. but it was totally worth it and it's definitely looking good as a school cuz they have DANCE MAJOR programs! so i could like, do psychology AND dance.. AND live there at least y first year or whatever.. AND possibly get a cool scholarship maybe cuz it would be cool... AND it would be good like i wouldnt be far away from my friends and stuff (unless THEY go away, which would sadden me).. but yeah so it definitley sounded good (oh plus dennis goes there HAHA luvya) and hmm so yeah thats my thoughts on THAT..
ugh i hate drama. BTW i found a funny quote about it today. lol:
Middle School called. It wants it's drama back.
(lmao does anyone else enjoy that as much as i do? lol)
ugggggggghhh i wanna go see NFG and GreenDay and Sugarcult.. i hope i get to. at this point i don't care where i sit anymore!! lol. harummpphh
ok well i think this is where my rambling ends.. my chin is itchy. ANNOYING.
lol luv you alll, and uhh *I LOVE YOU BILLYY!*
uhh yeah bbl! <3 ALLy*