little taste of the good life

[_firefly_stare]

ok so this really isnt funny
usually i go to camp
have a great time
then come home and move on with my life
why cant it be li kthat this year?

i just cant stop thinking about camp
i miss it so fucking much
and none of my friends from home understand
like right when i got back they all wanted to hang out and didnt understand that all i wanted to do was sit in my room and look at pictures forever and cry
i didnt cry once the entire time i was at camp
thats how happy i was
and then i get home and thats all ive been doing
i dont want to go back to school

then i went to charleston and saw some of my camp best friends and that made it even worse
i cried when we said bye
and now im at home reminded of how stupid it is here
all i want to do is go back to camp
i seriously dont know how im going to survive this whole year
and its funny becuase before camp i didnt even really want to go that badly
i was having a greattime at home and felt no need to leave
who would've known that this would be the best summer of my life

i just miss lying around in my cabin with all of my best friends
knowing that no one would judge me no matter how weird i acted
knowing that everyoen loved me just as much as i loved them
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh now im crying again

ok sorry for that rant i realize it probably made me sound like a total loser