We've no time for later now

Jan 17, 2005 13:35

So this morning, roughly at 10, my sister took the bus that lead her away from here and back to New York.
Is it wrong, to be glad she's gone? I mean after all, she's probably happier than I am. (on the account that she absolutely despises it here).
Basically she came,threw our house routines askew and just as we were making new ones, she leaves again. Not to say, routines are good, because they're not... they're an awful bore.... she just made everything very negative.
It makes me wonder if I'll be the same way. It would be odd in a sense becuase we're told to be complete opposites but, I can identify with the whole wanting to leave and never coming back frame of mind. And I always thought I'd be that way, until this year, when it was more of a reality.

Im not going anywhere with this... so I'll leave it at this; she left and isnt coming back until the summer (she opting to stay at her dorm for spring break) and I may or may not visit her for a weekend. (which I really hope happens, becuase a weekend in New York would be pure bliss...I guess I just touched apon my sister's point of view).

P.S Completely unrelated, but... I ran for the frist time since states today! :)
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