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[_feliznavidad]

"Sometimes it is embarrassing for me when he is around because he sees both extremes of my insides."
-Karen Sowa.

this is what ive been going through in every aspect. the first time being open in front of someone. completely. at first it seems wonderful, and it is fully, but there are sides to everyone. being a girl i have really really over-exaggerated times and moods and they are expressed all the way to a select unfortunate few. i would apologize, but everyone is or will eventually be like this towards someone. hopefully that someone you are weird and crazy in front of is the same to you.

i get jealous too easily
i get angry too easily
and i get excited too easily.

maybe not as extreme as everyone else thinks. i dont know. i just hope being "me" is excepting.

i love reading karens entries because there are some that totally relate to whatever im feeling. haha

being a girl is so troublesome. i hate it. everything about it. and i try to hide it.
seems like a good idea until nature takes over and i explode from holding it in too long. from trying to hide it. i hate raging with emotions, but maybe that is life. im going to start to deal.

growing up.
changes.
all of which is hard to deal.