Dismantled
Stuff are dismantled, packed, and sold. I used to get depressed with packing things into boxes to move or ship. Well it's even more depressing selling away pieces of what you thought would be your life.
If it was easy, I would've skipped all this and teleported to Shanghai. But this is the hardest part. Nothing wrong with that, best not to dwell on it. Live with the fear, focus on the goal, that's all that matters. Everything's a lesson, and everything will change soon.
I wished it wasn't so hard to leave behind. Funny that, a year ago I more than likely would've simply upped and left, or maybe I'm kidding myself because I can never do anything simply.
A sick masochistic subconscious in me doesn't want to as much as the conscious part of me does.
If it was easy, I would've skipped all this and teleported to Shanghai. But this is the hardest part. Nothing wrong with that, best not to dwell on it. Live with the fear, focus on the goal, that's all that matters. Everything's a lesson, and everything will change soon.
I wished it wasn't so hard to leave behind. Funny that, a year ago I more than likely would've simply upped and left, or maybe I'm kidding myself because I can never do anything simply.
A sick masochistic subconscious in me doesn't want to as much as the conscious part of me does.