singing the blues
i love the theater.
i love it so much.
and it kills me to sit in the audience, watching my friends perform on the illuminated stage, knowing that i'm just feet away from it, but i haven't the talent to be allowed to on.
it kills me.
there is nothing like being on stage. nothing. it's the most amazing thing on earth
and i can't experience it again. when i was so ready to.
i am nothing in this production
i get sent out to put up posters and then sent home.
i want to do something in the theater. i want to feel in touch with the lights and actors and stage. but i can't. my name isn't even on the sweater. because nobody told me to sign it when it came to be signed. because i was OUT. PUTTING UP POSTERS.
I HATE THE THEATER.
I HATE IT.
I'M NEVER DOING THIS AGAIN.
NOT UNTIL I'M DOING SOMETHING
UNDER THE ROOF
OF THE THEATER
UNTIL I FEEL NEEDED
BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I DON'T
AND I HATE YOU ALL.
i wish i never had a boyfriend.
it was the biggest mistake of my life.
you ruined me.
i love it so much.
and it kills me to sit in the audience, watching my friends perform on the illuminated stage, knowing that i'm just feet away from it, but i haven't the talent to be allowed to on.
it kills me.
there is nothing like being on stage. nothing. it's the most amazing thing on earth
and i can't experience it again. when i was so ready to.
i am nothing in this production
i get sent out to put up posters and then sent home.
i want to do something in the theater. i want to feel in touch with the lights and actors and stage. but i can't. my name isn't even on the sweater. because nobody told me to sign it when it came to be signed. because i was OUT. PUTTING UP POSTERS.
I HATE THE THEATER.
I HATE IT.
I'M NEVER DOING THIS AGAIN.
NOT UNTIL I'M DOING SOMETHING
UNDER THE ROOF
OF THE THEATER
UNTIL I FEEL NEEDED
BECAUSE RIGHT NOW I DON'T
AND I HATE YOU ALL.
i wish i never had a boyfriend.
it was the biggest mistake of my life.
you ruined me.