second time around.(take one)
Yesterday I got back to school information and it made me sad. I really hate school. The only thing I am looking forward to is buying school supplies. I don't really even care about seeing all the people i haven't seen all summer. I don't like a lot of the people at metamora. They seem so fake, like they are trying to prove something to everyone else. But im sure I am the same way. This summer went by so quickly. It seems like all i do is work. Last summer was so different, I didn't care about anything but doing fun things. People really got shitty over the last year. All they care about is who they are seen with and what everyone else thinks. I miss freshmen year, everyone was soo fun and carefree. god people became so shitty. I hope this year is better. I remember talking to some juniors when i was a freshmen and they said that junior year was the worst year out of the four. I remember thinking there was no way that could be true, everyone was soo cool, but guess what, they were right. Hopefully this year will be better.
I guess I like my new job. The people are pretty nice, and chay works there. I think chay is one of the coolest people i know. I don't know why, but she is. The job it's self is pretty easy too, and smoothies are yummy:) I have to quit Rizzis soon and i really don't want to. they are soo nice, and i have always been bad at giving my two weeks notice.
Liz came home this week and i was soo glad i finally got to see her again. I think she is doing well, but i miss her a lot.
I think i am going to go to ICC for awhile before i go anywhere else. College is so confusing, and i don't want to have to apply places and shit. I kinda want to go to Columbia, but my parents don't want me to because it's really expensive and it's a liberal arts college. They want me to go to ISU but i don't know what i would do there. While we were in Ft. Lauderdale we looked at AI and it was pretty cool, the only problem is if i got a Bachelor of science in culinary arts it would be 66,000.00 dollars for the 2 year program. And i would still have to pay to live some where. I don't know why i keep looking at culinary schools, I don't want to spend that kind of money on a degree that will take me nowhere. perhaps in a few years after ICC ill know what i want to do.
So im gonna re-do my room again, and i can't wait. Now i have to decide how to do it and how to do it cheap. I need to start running again. I miss running everyday with brittany. I felt soo good, and we talked about a lot of stuff. well im off to bed good night everyone
I guess I like my new job. The people are pretty nice, and chay works there. I think chay is one of the coolest people i know. I don't know why, but she is. The job it's self is pretty easy too, and smoothies are yummy:) I have to quit Rizzis soon and i really don't want to. they are soo nice, and i have always been bad at giving my two weeks notice.
Liz came home this week and i was soo glad i finally got to see her again. I think she is doing well, but i miss her a lot.
I think i am going to go to ICC for awhile before i go anywhere else. College is so confusing, and i don't want to have to apply places and shit. I kinda want to go to Columbia, but my parents don't want me to because it's really expensive and it's a liberal arts college. They want me to go to ISU but i don't know what i would do there. While we were in Ft. Lauderdale we looked at AI and it was pretty cool, the only problem is if i got a Bachelor of science in culinary arts it would be 66,000.00 dollars for the 2 year program. And i would still have to pay to live some where. I don't know why i keep looking at culinary schools, I don't want to spend that kind of money on a degree that will take me nowhere. perhaps in a few years after ICC ill know what i want to do.
So im gonna re-do my room again, and i can't wait. Now i have to decide how to do it and how to do it cheap. I need to start running again. I miss running everyday with brittany. I felt soo good, and we talked about a lot of stuff. well im off to bed good night everyone