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this is just the worst spring break of my LIFFFEEEEE.
all it has consisted of is being sick, working--- and having insomnia. hanging out with new people, missing old friends.
going insane -sane- sane- - - insane.
little things in life make me so happy. i love buying notebooks.
i love writing random little things.
my hair is getting blonder from the sunnn and i love ittt.
i am definantly the tannest of all, thank you very much: )
i can't wait to paint my room. we just moved in there recently and it bugs me so much to have blank walls, i want to put my polaroids & pictures up, but i need to paint first..maybe red, or blue, or a washy light color. i'm not sure, whatever i am in the mood for. recently i have been getting these ideas in my head of things i would like to do..........i wish i drew more, i want to take after my gramma, she painted beautifully. i wish i had more time for reading more books..lots of books.i wish i was smarter. i wish school mattered as much as i like to think it does, but then when i sit down i wonder what it is all for and if it's just going in circles inside of my brain.. i want to take tap. i want to dance dance dance. i wish i could sew more. i wish i was a better person. i want to love more. i need to be more selfless.
wish want can't love hate.blablabla..
i love belini peach tea, with extra peaches, and trying to suck the peaches through my straw.
i finished reading blue like jaz, it was such a good book.. it was like being inside of MY head..weird.
summer's soon, i don't know what i am doing yet i want to accomplish somthing though.. me and jess are taking a roadtrip though, hopefully!
i got asked to prom tonight, and suprisingly, i am going..sometimes i suprise myself. i am such a freaking weirdo about 99.9% of things.
i need to stop over analyzing thingssssssss.s.s.s.s.s.s.s.s
what a germ freak. i hate sharing chapstick..
i drink to many venti iced white choc.'s . and too late at night. my brain keeps spinning, it's like a soundtrack on repeat. i think the same things over again, then go through repeat all over again. sometimes i just lay and think. perhaps i think to much.
everything's going to be okay.
God works things out.
xoxo katlyn elizabeth