nicole's latest psychoanalysis:
Like everything in my life i ignore things until they absolutely cant be ignored any more..
I've been dealing with alot of shit lately with my family and generally been under alot of pressure and now it is conquering my brain!
I've been really snappy at my parents about nothing, I often feel like im going to throw up for no reason and almost any criticism makes me want to cry...
this is weird for me, I havent felt this out of control and helpless sense i was in elementary school.
I'm not one of those people who thrive under pressure i just kind of get dumber... i think its a defense mechanism..
so anyway my grounded time is dedicated to bettering myself and working though some of this stuff, I've let it go for far too long
I've been dealing with alot of shit lately with my family and generally been under alot of pressure and now it is conquering my brain!
I've been really snappy at my parents about nothing, I often feel like im going to throw up for no reason and almost any criticism makes me want to cry...
this is weird for me, I havent felt this out of control and helpless sense i was in elementary school.
I'm not one of those people who thrive under pressure i just kind of get dumber... i think its a defense mechanism..
so anyway my grounded time is dedicated to bettering myself and working though some of this stuff, I've let it go for far too long