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When I'm in my element, I can be totally on. You can just wind me up and let me go and I'll keep it running. But when I'm not in my element, not with people I know, with people who are more professional or driven or anything, I can't do anything. I wander around awkwardly and don't talk to anyone because I don't know if they'll like me, or if they think I look stupid, because I think I look stupid so they probably do too and then it's all a mess.
Trying to get an internship sucks.
Trying to get an internship sucks.