bleh
well today, everyone I know is going off to deal, to have a great time. so Im all alone at home, because some one didnt want me to go. another person thats goin along asked if I wanted go, which made me feel a lil better about it, but i still didnt. Im wasnt going to go and then be left standing at the edge looking in like i always am, just because one person is unsure of me being there. i dont know why, its probably just me being all self concious and paranoid again, but still i cant help how i feel. =S it could be if the persons partner is going, that might be why... i just dont know...
ttyl
ttyl