in eachother's shadows we grew less and less tall...
"I am watching your chest rise and fall like the tides of my life, and the rest of it all
in eachother's shadows we grew less and less tall and eventually our theories couldn't explain it all and I am walking out in the rain and I am listening to the low moan of the dial tone again and I am getting nowhere with you and I can't let it go and I can't get though" - ani d.
ugh...life is just a blur right now. everything seems so unknown. i miss a lot of people...
thank god tomorrow is friday...
white days are desent. and it's that spirit week asembly...cant wait to see people make fools out of themselves... ... ... ...
...it seems like i'm moving back and forth. happy sad. and when i'm sad i cant rememeber the last time i was happy...anything good that ever happened is eliminated by this one feeling...
hopefully things will clear up soon. this week just kinda sucked. monday was alright but i still had the "...." feeling...the blank, crappy feeling. i miss the people that make me a few more steps towards happyness.
so anyways...
tuesday sucked.
wednesday...snow day...kind of a relief. didn't do what i originally wanted to do... but ended up hanging out with kristen, jena, alex, and caitlin. then picked up erica...and we had caitlin laying across their laps in the back because of 6 people in the car with only 5 seats. ha. we all chilled @ jena's and drove places. the snow was trippy, we were amused. they're cool people...
hm, i have a cell phoen for two weeks while my mom's gone (468-3744). dont call just to chat, only for plan making or to get ahold of me for some reason.
werd...
"and fuck you, and your untouchable face. "
later