Bah!!!!!!!!!

[_fallyn_]

Today was a decent day I suppose..... it's just another day but this time these weird people keep telling me things like "Happy Birthday!" and "Your legal!"..... I wonder why? Lol. Yeah, it's hard to believe that I am 18, I have been waiting for this day for so long, and it didn't really live up to it's promise. I guess my expectations were too high. Not that this day was bad, but it wasn't what I imagined it to be. I suppose that's why I shouldn't get my hopes up, It's a bad thing to do. you should always expect the worse... that way you are never dissapionted. Dissapointment is a beast that is in constant need of blood of the weak and often innocent... not that I qualify as the innocence. It feeds off of the fears of the faint of heart and mind, those who are fool enough to actually believe that there is something better out there waiting for the fresh breath of thier life. Often those hopes steel the breath of innocence and drown them in the void that is left in it's wake. The are the people that are easily manipulated by life and it's participants. These so called "hopes" that get you through your pathetic existence are merely ploys to keep you in lifes crushing reach and merciless grasp. They are never to be trusted, you must never trust the ones who tote hope and happiness around like a product to be consumed only at a price. This price is your life, if you value that life then don't even attempt to climg to the hope that is sold door to door. You waste your life and you mind.
That was my philosophy for the day! "Hope" you enjoyed it! Lol. Have a nice rest of your day or life, which ever comes first.