From Now On, I'll wait here for you.
'No I'm not alright'... I answer to the idiot that asked the stupidest/obvious question.
Today has been one of the worst fucking days;
Wake up...
Have some lunch.
Get online.
Jakiys on.
Talk to Jakiy.
Make plans with Jakiy.
Go meet Jakiy @ Duquense Village.
Jakiy takes my cellphone.
Calls J.
They argue.
I listen.
I get jealous/pissed.
She doesn't Deserve him.
This is the jealousy talking.
Jakiy Made me Get a guy at Foodlands phone Number.
I don't know his name.
I call him 'The Foodland Guy'.
Me and Jakiy Walked around.
Whole time she was on the phone with J.
Talking.
Argueing.
The whole 9 yards.
She told him she loved Him.
COUGH BULLSHIT COUGH COUGH.
How Do you Love someone, yet play them like monopoly?
I went home.
Got online.
Jakiy was on.
J was on.
They faught.
They broke Up.
As Bad This Sounds.
I was extremely happy.
Jakiy got Offline.
So Did J.
I talked to Fish.
I miss Fish.
I get to see Him on Christmas Break.
He's Coming to See me.
I also Talked to Paul.
That was fun.
Matt was getting drunk.
He Sucks ass very badly.
J got back online.
He apologized to Jakiy.
They will be getting back together tomorrow.
I'm Pissed.
J doesn't care.
Fish called me.
He told me he loved Me.
I love him too.
Got of the phone with Fish.
Argued with J.
Listened to Music.
Broke down.
Started Crying.
Went Outside and started walking in the rain.
Tryed to call J.
Because I was worried about him.
Because of some stuff He had on his away message.
He didnt answer.
I kept walkin.
I went home.
I'm still crying.
I want someone to care for and Be with.
But it doesnt matter.
I don't care anymore.
I really Just want to die.
Goodnight all.
Really... goodnight.
<3