ahh... livej
i love my livej. haven't posted in what seems like forever. ok, so it hasn't been that long, but i've been deprived. i'm now addicted to myspace. sorry livej. but i still gotta represent.
i hate when zach is right. it makes me mad. especially when he knows me more than i do. i don't want to be dependent on any one and this sucks because i'm missing that dependence on someone. i think i'm looking for it in the wrong places. i wouldn't mind having a boyfriend again. i know i said before i don't want one senior year. but that was me just thinking stupid. i'm not going to say no to a guy just cuz it's senior year. that's lame.
other than that its been major chill with friends from the summer time. tonight felt like summer all over again. the parties. the drinking. the smoking. taco bell. vandalism... it's great. ok i didn't do any of those things but being around it brough me back to the summer. haha sounds bad yes... but it's really not. i love those guys. they keep it real.
i'm out. it's late.
i hate when zach is right. it makes me mad. especially when he knows me more than i do. i don't want to be dependent on any one and this sucks because i'm missing that dependence on someone. i think i'm looking for it in the wrong places. i wouldn't mind having a boyfriend again. i know i said before i don't want one senior year. but that was me just thinking stupid. i'm not going to say no to a guy just cuz it's senior year. that's lame.
other than that its been major chill with friends from the summer time. tonight felt like summer all over again. the parties. the drinking. the smoking. taco bell. vandalism... it's great. ok i didn't do any of those things but being around it brough me back to the summer. haha sounds bad yes... but it's really not. i love those guys. they keep it real.
i'm out. it's late.