I havent used this in a while...
I feel like no one really reads these things anymore, but I dont care the only thing that makes me feel any better is to just write about everything. So things are going okay I guess. I can't wait to graduate. I'm upset with a few of my friends that go to school with me, but I choose to not say anything because they will be gone in 2 weeks anyway. In my opinion, the old friends that I thought that I would always have are slowely decreasing. All I ask for is good friends that will tell me when someone's doing something behind my back. I didnt really find one in highschool. I have high hopes for college though. I'm very thankful that I have an understanding boyfriend that puts up with me, and all of the stuff going on this week. Besides my sister, he's probably my best friend now. I find it hard to trust anyone now. People that I trusted the most either had sex with my ex-boyfriend behind my back, or knew what was going on but didnt tell me. Hank's sister had to tell me this, which is refreshing to know that someone in this town is mature. I just wished that it would have come from the two people that claimed to be my best friends. And for the other person, I'm sure you know who you are, you arent as great as you think you are. Your should probably find out who your real friends are too, because it seems as though you dont have any except for the girls 2 years younger than you. What does that tell you? Maybe that it's time to grow up a little, and maybe you'll get some people in your own age group to like you, besides the ones that bitch and moan to me about you. for example...
"she thinks she's so hot because she lost weight, and she thinks that all the guys want her...I mean look at her, it's pretty funny actually.."- your best friend
"she's shaped like she was plopped out of a soup can"-a good friend of yours
"has she ever thought about trying proactive"-everyone
I could go on....
Everyone told me that after you graduate you find out who your real friends are. I guess I found that out a little sooner than expected.