"Unchanging, the moon gazes down upon me but it has never yet granted me a reply.."
Hmm, I think I'll just start putting random lyrics for my subjects from now on. Make it more interesting I guess. :D ~
Sooo anyways. Today was a pretty normal day, minus my horrible splitting headache all day. I think its all this damn stress from school lately. Trying to bring up my grades before report cards come out, and as far as I know, I'm still failing all my classes. Besides, it doesn't help my confidence any when I had brought my home ec. up from a 12 to a 78 then now its back down to a 64. Its pissing me off! And all my other classes, no matter what I do, what grades I seem to make, I'm still failing! I just don't understand! And math, oh god, don't get me started.. I HATE math so fucking bad right now. Its too hard!! I just CANNOT grasp that shit for some reason! I swear, I'm pulling my hair out every class! Then usually I just give the fuck up and sit there. I can't stand all this! Grrr...!
But, on a really positive note, me and Ian are great! ^-^ Hehe, I do believe that's the only thing holding me together right now. Actually, I know it is. :P That and of course my friends, because I know if I do horrible on my report card, I have to leave them all! *cries* And I'm NOT gonna let that happen again. I mean, I've totally lost contact with all my friends from EGR because it closed down. I did talk to Lucas today though, finally lol. Man has his voice changed. He used to be all high pitched and squeally, now its normal lmao. Haha but anyways! I'm gonna go look up lyrics and talk to Ian now! :D W/L ~xoxox
Sooo anyways. Today was a pretty normal day, minus my horrible splitting headache all day. I think its all this damn stress from school lately. Trying to bring up my grades before report cards come out, and as far as I know, I'm still failing all my classes. Besides, it doesn't help my confidence any when I had brought my home ec. up from a 12 to a 78 then now its back down to a 64. Its pissing me off! And all my other classes, no matter what I do, what grades I seem to make, I'm still failing! I just don't understand! And math, oh god, don't get me started.. I HATE math so fucking bad right now. Its too hard!! I just CANNOT grasp that shit for some reason! I swear, I'm pulling my hair out every class! Then usually I just give the fuck up and sit there. I can't stand all this! Grrr...!
But, on a really positive note, me and Ian are great! ^-^ Hehe, I do believe that's the only thing holding me together right now. Actually, I know it is. :P That and of course my friends, because I know if I do horrible on my report card, I have to leave them all! *cries* And I'm NOT gonna let that happen again. I mean, I've totally lost contact with all my friends from EGR because it closed down. I did talk to Lucas today though, finally lol. Man has his voice changed. He used to be all high pitched and squeally, now its normal lmao. Haha but anyways! I'm gonna go look up lyrics and talk to Ian now! :D W/L ~xoxox