a loss
MY DOG DIED LAST NIGHT. IT WAS REALLY SAD. I CAME HOME FROM CHURCH AND MY MOM, MY BROTHER AND MY SISTER WERE ALL SITTING IN THE DOORWAY WITH HER. SHE WAS HAVING A HARD ATTACK. SHE KEPT GASPING FOR AIR AND THERE WAS NOTHING WE COULD DO TO HELP HER. THEN SHE JUST STOPPED BREATHING AND DIED. I WAS SO UPSET. MY SISTER AND BROTHER DUG HER GRAVE. THEY STAYED OUT THERE FOR LIKE AN HOUR AND A HALF DIGGING. IT ENDED UP BEING AS DEEP AS MY BROTHERS WAIST. WE DIDN'T EVEN GET TO FINISH PUTTING THE DIRT IN HER GRAVE SO WE'RE GONNA DO IT TO DAY. MY MOM LET ME STAY HOME TODAY BECAUSE OF THE WHOLE THING. WE'VE HAD THAT DOG FOR EIGHT YEARS NOW AS OF JANUARY. SHE WAS A ROTTWEILER AND HER NAME WAS CRIMSON. SHE WAS MY FAVORITE ANIMAL. SHE HAD HEART FAILURE AND MY MOM SAID THAT EVEN IF WE COULD GET HER TO A VET THEY DON'T DO OPEN HEART SURGERIES ON A DOG. I KNOW IT IS KIND OF DUMP FOR ME TO BE THIS UPSET OVER A DOG BUT I WAS VERY CLOSE TO HER AND I MISS HER SO MUCH. IT'S GONNA BE VERY DIFFERENT AROUND HERE WITH OUT HER.