Running away, or falling behind
nothing happens and then i do what i dont want to, what they tell me not to. the quick relief to problems i cant solve on my own
the only thing that keeps me going during a week like this is the rain that comes every evening before i fall off into a slumber. the only problem with that is the sleep never comes and my eyes dry out waiting, but luckily chad and i have each other to keep company on nights like these. i have a game tomorrow, boo. my cousin came to town tonight he came in for easter, i dont know why my family is crazy i cant stand them, but theres always love under it all, although motives can get mixed up. (good luck marshal, youll need it). friday ill go with monique and then saturday who knows, but i have my fingers crossed :: X :: but if not i will think of something.
hay i want my journal friends only how do you do that...?
"i wanted to mean everything to you, but this isnt right, you keep coming back disassembled, and i keep losing this fight" -Emery
the only thing that keeps me going during a week like this is the rain that comes every evening before i fall off into a slumber. the only problem with that is the sleep never comes and my eyes dry out waiting, but luckily chad and i have each other to keep company on nights like these. i have a game tomorrow, boo. my cousin came to town tonight he came in for easter, i dont know why my family is crazy i cant stand them, but theres always love under it all, although motives can get mixed up. (good luck marshal, youll need it). friday ill go with monique and then saturday who knows, but i have my fingers crossed :: X :: but if not i will think of something.
hay i want my journal friends only how do you do that...?
"i wanted to mean everything to you, but this isnt right, you keep coming back disassembled, and i keep losing this fight" -Emery