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Feb 22, 2007 12:26

i know what you all must be thinking....wow is melissa REALLY POSTING?!?!?!?!?! And yes i am. I miss this thing. Fuck myspace!!!it just starts drama with me and louie.

I quit my job!!!!! well one of them. I was working 8 in the morning to 5 at subway then going straight to uni cool till like midnight every day!!!!i couldnt take it anymore.

Well, me and louie are doing better. We broke up and i thought it was it. The thing with louie is that i grew to really appreciate him, then i fell in love with him. Its weird. We have a really bad communication problem which is my fault. It was my fault when i dated jose also. Its just me. weve both put up with so much and now that weve had a couple days to just sit and talk everything through....were perfect....well....almost.

I live with my uncle...i have my own room and this house is really nice. And he's helping me out a lot. He's going to help me with some things for my car and stuff sooo yeah. it just sucks cause me and louie started living together like right when we first got together so we are used to just being around each other all the time. And i am actually enjoying my time alone. But he hates it!!!! he just dont understand i have to sleep at my house every once in a while. I feel like i have to bribe him everytime i leave at night. Im like "okay well tomorrow we'll do something...and ill spen the night" just so i can leave without hurting his feelings. I understand why though...he doesnt really talk to his family so hes pretty lonely. Ehhhhhh i just dont know what to do sometimes. He expects me to do sooo much and im just exhausted from everything.

Its funny how before you go to highschool parent sor anyone who is out of highschool tells you that the people who matter most to you...you wont even talk to anymore when you get out and all that....well its true. I miss jhanell. like we are both like "oh yeah we are gonna hang out..but then we never do..." its weird. im so busy i dont have time for fun sleep overs anymore. and jhanell...lives with her boyfriend so i know sometimes they want to be alone. . .hmmm im just jealous!!!!
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