WHHHHHHHHHY DO YOU KICK ME WHEN I'M HIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH?

[_fakeout]

Talks with El Katherine make me smile.
I'm glad she &I finally got straight.
FINALLY.
I cried a lot last night. My mommy makes me feel so horrible.
I don't stand up straight enough, my hair is too ugly, my make-up shitty, &I can't dress.
I just don't do anything right according to her.
&She expects me to smile, &stand up straight, &be confident.
My confidence is shot.
It's goooooooooooooone.

I lost my eyedrops this morning.
&I cried.
She did my make-up, &over blushed me.
It was horrible.
I cried more.

Then we went to Wal-Mart, &I stood up straight.
I got hair glue because I freaked out about hairspray.
ICK.
&I got fabric to make me a new purse.
That made me happy.
I like sewing when I do it right.
I also like wearing my thin wind pants from Pac-Sun like 1290758957495847 years ago.
They're too big. :(
I also got my FAVORITE salad dressing EVER, &spaghettie-o's.
MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
I hope I can eat.

I'm such a little pussy assed bitch.
I hate listening to myself.
Ick.
I need a job/community service/money.

Jessica Simpson or Britney Spears?
OHMYGOD.
I cannot choose.