/--firewalled against everyone--/
I met with
Lilah again last week to drop her some info for cash. She seemed a little off for some reason, but more the better for me -- she didn't seem to notice how much I was frontin'. It don't work to my advantage to give away too much about the stuff
Angel and
Wes are workin' on. Just enough to let me keep playin' both ends against the middle.
Angel's bein' a pain in my ass actin' all insecure. Funny how he could pretty much forget I was alive for several months, and now when I want some breathin' room, he's crowdin' around askin' if I'm okay. If we're okay. Yeah, baby, we're five by five. Maybe if I say that enough times, he'll start to believe it.
I've been messin' with
G a little; thought he was gonna jump out of his skin when I grabbed his ass in passin' the other night. Bet I gave him somethin' to think on, at least. Ya know, he ain't hard to look at. Wonder what I could get him to do if I really tried?
Tonight, when everyone else is busy with other shit, I'm gonna get him to come down to the basement with me and look at the punchin bag. It seems to be pullin' out of the ceilin'. Oops. Then maybe I can talk him into workin' out with me. In my experience, that can lead to other things - especially when you ain't wearin' much.
I've found out you can get the most honorable guy to give in to temptation if you just apply pressure. And I'm real good at pressurin'.
/--end firewall--/