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I actually had such a bad today.
I think it was just little things.
And luke..
I know it sounds silly but im not sure this is really what i want now.
It like him....saying about taking it slow and then sayign he wants sex this week (he said it in a nicer way than that lol)...its like i just actually wana spend time with him, you know just chiling out being cuddly and kissy just watching a movie, or well yeah.
I mean dont get me wrong im up for sex, but its like...He said he wants this to be a serious relationship, which is good. but its like...I dont want to rush this if i am gunna keep this up.
Found some stuff about about lee though, it completly made my day.
Had a little thing with Becca today, im not gunna get into it...but i think its sorted. I guess I just wana say sorry....
i mean I think this then relates back to my whole paranoid thing, i mean i was like this with lee and i wasnt dating him...(hmm ana white!) and then thinking of it i alsways have been with all bfs/guys i liked just because i know there are so many georgeous girls in the world and im worried im gunna loose them to thoose girls....and to be honest looking around me nearly half of them are my mates. i know my mates would never, but its just me i guess. im such a fool....
Art, need to do for tomoorw,
putting up textiles 2moro.
yeah bloody hell.
need to talk 2 becca tomrrow,
Im off.
moms coming home.
<3 Char
I think it was just little things.
And luke..
I know it sounds silly but im not sure this is really what i want now.
It like him....saying about taking it slow and then sayign he wants sex this week (he said it in a nicer way than that lol)...its like i just actually wana spend time with him, you know just chiling out being cuddly and kissy just watching a movie, or well yeah.
I mean dont get me wrong im up for sex, but its like...He said he wants this to be a serious relationship, which is good. but its like...I dont want to rush this if i am gunna keep this up.
Found some stuff about about lee though, it completly made my day.
Had a little thing with Becca today, im not gunna get into it...but i think its sorted. I guess I just wana say sorry....
i mean I think this then relates back to my whole paranoid thing, i mean i was like this with lee and i wasnt dating him...(hmm ana white!) and then thinking of it i alsways have been with all bfs/guys i liked just because i know there are so many georgeous girls in the world and im worried im gunna loose them to thoose girls....and to be honest looking around me nearly half of them are my mates. i know my mates would never, but its just me i guess. im such a fool....
Art, need to do for tomoorw,
putting up textiles 2moro.
yeah bloody hell.
need to talk 2 becca tomrrow,
Im off.
moms coming home.
<3 Char