Greg
Just feeling low so I thought I'd come here.
Quesntion in my head...
What if I lose him? I don't think he will read this any time soon, he's never really on the internet anymore.
I'm so so scared of losing him, but if he feels its right, then I'll have to cope I guess.
The annoying thing is, I had all this coming to me. It's my fault I'm this way, it's my fault me and Greg have been that way. It is only me to blame and I always will blame me, and now is the time I start thinking... "Why didn't I change when I had the chances?" Chances being about 2 or 3 times... I might really regret not using the chances I had.
I'm 17 (nearly) and I have fell for the best person I could have ever even THOUGHT about having in my life nevermind loving me back, and I might have blew it. I really am a fucking idiot. It's now I ask myself "why?"... why did I not change? Mum walked in and nearly saw me in tears, that would have been so bad, explaining why I am crying.
Greg I love you SO SO much and I hope everything can get better xXx
Quesntion in my head...
What if I lose him? I don't think he will read this any time soon, he's never really on the internet anymore.
I'm so so scared of losing him, but if he feels its right, then I'll have to cope I guess.
The annoying thing is, I had all this coming to me. It's my fault I'm this way, it's my fault me and Greg have been that way. It is only me to blame and I always will blame me, and now is the time I start thinking... "Why didn't I change when I had the chances?" Chances being about 2 or 3 times... I might really regret not using the chances I had.
I'm 17 (nearly) and I have fell for the best person I could have ever even THOUGHT about having in my life nevermind loving me back, and I might have blew it. I really am a fucking idiot. It's now I ask myself "why?"... why did I not change? Mum walked in and nearly saw me in tears, that would have been so bad, explaining why I am crying.
Greg I love you SO SO much and I hope everything can get better xXx