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we're all waiting for auntie shelia to come back.
of course she'll come back. she was taken too unexpectedly to NOT come back.
there's a lot of unfinished business, and she never got to say goodbye.
i wasn't alone in the fact that i didn't feel her at the memorial service.
i thought that maybe i wasn't focusing enough, or there were too many people there i didn't know to be able to feel her.
virginia, her mother, a very VERY spiritual lady, told my mother she wasn't present at the memorial service.
turns out, she didn't feel her either. neither did momma, or adam, or dad, or uncle gary.
harrison wouldn't know so yeah.
but adam and virginia are both having the exact same reoccurring dreams.
it's like, they're on the phone with her, and they recognize her voice, except she's moaning.
we don't think she's in pain, but it sounds like she's sick to her stomach.
momma things that it's just her learning to talk again, because everything in the "other realm" or world or whatever is different, and it's all new to her. she's got to learn how to talk again, and she has to learn how to "come back". she'll have spiritual guides of course, but it's still learning.
adam has been waking up at the same time every morning for a while now. the exact same time that she died.
and he said that he sees green and purple lights, and those were her favourite colours.
i think he feels her there.
we're all waiting for you to come back.
and maybe, after she visits her family, she'll visit me too.
of course she'll come back. she was taken too unexpectedly to NOT come back.
there's a lot of unfinished business, and she never got to say goodbye.
i wasn't alone in the fact that i didn't feel her at the memorial service.
i thought that maybe i wasn't focusing enough, or there were too many people there i didn't know to be able to feel her.
virginia, her mother, a very VERY spiritual lady, told my mother she wasn't present at the memorial service.
turns out, she didn't feel her either. neither did momma, or adam, or dad, or uncle gary.
harrison wouldn't know so yeah.
but adam and virginia are both having the exact same reoccurring dreams.
it's like, they're on the phone with her, and they recognize her voice, except she's moaning.
we don't think she's in pain, but it sounds like she's sick to her stomach.
momma things that it's just her learning to talk again, because everything in the "other realm" or world or whatever is different, and it's all new to her. she's got to learn how to talk again, and she has to learn how to "come back". she'll have spiritual guides of course, but it's still learning.
adam has been waking up at the same time every morning for a while now. the exact same time that she died.
and he said that he sees green and purple lights, and those were her favourite colours.
i think he feels her there.
we're all waiting for you to come back.
and maybe, after she visits her family, she'll visit me too.