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got drunk last night...havn't done that in a while. it was at morgan's house, it was a really good time. her ex boyfriend was there and drank too much and crowded the bed and i left and slept uncomfortably on the floor because it was better than morgan leaning against me and makign me almost fall off of the bed. i'm going to make it a point to spend more time with morgan, i sometimes feel like she's the only sane person i know. it's ridiculous how different we are and how well we get along and how well i get along with her family. i don't think i'm as comfortable in any other house as in hers. i can speak my mind and have in depth discussions with morgan, her two sisters, and her mother. i feel so appreciated there. i don't feel like i'm there only because i want to be there, but because i am wanted there. it's a great balance. morgan's mom was talking to me this morning and forgot how long she'd knew me, she had it in her head that i had been friends with morgan since when i was little. i guess that's how familiar i am there. i had to remind her that i met morgan in 7th grade.

i love the constants in my life, the people that will always be there even if we aren't together all the time, or even if we barely talk. i could say that i have fairly few friends, but the ones i have are amazing. if i believed in such a thing i would say that i am truely blessed.

p.s. rassi come home i miss you. bike rides and curley fries.