Apr 16, 2004 18:43
I have to start playing with a band soon... its driving me nuts. I was talking to a guy named Clamont last night and it seems like he has some pretty good ideas. Although I'm probably more into the mainstream style of music, I'm sure we can come up with some wicked shit.
I really want to hear Dustin's band. I like his style of singing and shit... and i think we can write some really good shit. But fucking.... ya.... I hope this happens soon....
Last night was Mary's bday party... So i had to put on a happy face b/c i love her to death, but I feel time weighing me down. Sometimes i feel totally incapacitated, used, and sometimes unwelcomed. I hope this is just a phase. I feel depressed.... and I hate to say it I miss julie and liz. I feel really betrayed by both... but what am i going to do about it now??? I wonder what they still think about me............................
fuck off,
zach