a broken heart that the world forgot.
I'm really mad, I need to get out of this house, I can't stand it here, I hate this place, I just wish someone would come and pick me up and take me somewhere, even if it's just for the day, i want just one day without getting yelled at, one day with no worries, one day where i'm not constantly pressured to be perfect.. perfect grades.. perfect attitude.. perfect everything.. one day where i won't cry or feel like a horrible person. one day without getting cut down. I just need to know that someone cares. I can feel a friendship between me and one of my best friends slipping away, it's like everyday i get more and more replaced. Yesterday I learned that i truely can't trust anyone. I try to have a good outlook on things, I try to stay positive, and most of the time I am, but everything just catches up to me, everything starts to hit me at once, i want a best friend, i want to be able to have one person who i can trust, one person who will be willing to listen to me, and i want to be the same to that person also..
Nobody knows what she's holding back
She hides the bruises with linen and lace
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Somebody cries in the middle of the night
The neighbors hear, but they turn out the lights
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it'll be too late
A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot.
Sorry for bitching, everyone knows I don't let my feelings show very often, i don't bitch often either, but every once in a while i just need to let things out. But like always, I just have to suck it up and stay strong, cover it all up with a smile. I'm a strong girl, things will be fine.
Oh joy, Novembers comming up, it's is going to be an extremely tough month for me for some unknown reasons.. =/ so please pray for me.
i'm out.
Nobody knows what she's holding back
She hides the bruises with linen and lace
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born
Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Somebody cries in the middle of the night
The neighbors hear, but they turn out the lights
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it'll be too late
A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot.
Sorry for bitching, everyone knows I don't let my feelings show very often, i don't bitch often either, but every once in a while i just need to let things out. But like always, I just have to suck it up and stay strong, cover it all up with a smile. I'm a strong girl, things will be fine.
Oh joy, Novembers comming up, it's is going to be an extremely tough month for me for some unknown reasons.. =/ so please pray for me.
i'm out.