lonely the life, and dismal the view

[_explora_]

rosy the lines that you wrote with your hand
reading between them to misunderstand
i made the mistake you said not to make...

...and now my life is practically over. I hope to erase
this past week from my memory one day and start over.
i'm really dreading the next few months.

I asked Wosh if there were anyway that i can fall asleep and wake up in june
(maybe even august).
He said "please don't try."

But why not? What do i have now to look forward to?
Staying at home all day and all night or
My appointments or
Being jealous of those who aren't in my position?

I got a car i'm not allowed to drive
parents who won't look me in the eye
and no view of the outside.

Shit sucks. Suck it up, Dora.
Suck it up.

I wont be posting much in the future. I wont have much to talk about.
Bye Duckies.