Gayness
Yea, thats right.... fucking gayness. Today was fucking gay.
I was in a bad mood all day, had too much work too little time... it was fucking hot as hell. Today really sucked.
One thing came I guess thats good. I realized that I'm an idiot. Sitting around waiting and of coarse, like always, it never pans out.
Why I do listen and believe when I know better, why do I always give people so many chances. I just wish people would do what they say they're gonna do. Or else dont say anything at all.
I realize now how I like to be treated and this most definitely isnt what I like.
There's a reason everyone who matters lately has been coming up to me telling me that I really need to take out some time for myself... they said I need me time.
You know what, after today I agree.
Honestly I think I know what its all about now.... out of site, out of mind. Avoidance. Evasion.
words to hurt by.
I was in a bad mood all day, had too much work too little time... it was fucking hot as hell. Today really sucked.
One thing came I guess thats good. I realized that I'm an idiot. Sitting around waiting and of coarse, like always, it never pans out.
Why I do listen and believe when I know better, why do I always give people so many chances. I just wish people would do what they say they're gonna do. Or else dont say anything at all.
I realize now how I like to be treated and this most definitely isnt what I like.
There's a reason everyone who matters lately has been coming up to me telling me that I really need to take out some time for myself... they said I need me time.
You know what, after today I agree.
Honestly I think I know what its all about now.... out of site, out of mind. Avoidance. Evasion.
words to hurt by.