here again, there tomorrow
Well, back again I am.....and what a fuckin day but I did get alot accomplished. We finally got a new fridge, so thats cool. I went swimming for the first time in my dads new pool, that was fun. Maybe I'll actually get alittle color too, you never know. I did a tribal arm band tattoo tonight. Definitly not my favorite piece of art to do but hey, its practice. With each tattoo I'm learning more and doing better, I also got some new equipment tonight so that was fun to try out. I just get so tired from tattooing, I think its the way I sit. My back gets real sore after a while.
I NEED more tattoos dammit. After a few more I might just tattoo myself just to have some new ink. Its been over a year..... AGAIN dammit. I should just anty up the dough and go pay for some, why the fuck cant I get free tattoos.. haha.. all my friends get um, oh yea... thats because I tattoo. Its frustrating sometimes, tattoos can get so damn expensive. I tried going to the tattoo shop today to talk to my artist but he was walkin out the door as I was walkin in. If I can remember then I'll try and make it in there tomorrow before I leave town.
Well, as for the events of last nite.....well, of coarse I over reacted. Which I figure could have happened but it almost didnt....which kinda surprised me in the first place. I dunno, the only reason I even kinda tripped was cause she said she would be gone and hour and then call me. Then I finally hear from her like 4 hours later, I was already kinda like.... you know, sitting by the phone waiting for the call and then its like.... wait an hour...nothing, another hour, nothing.... another hour, nothing... so of coarse I started freaking out. Shit, when my ex came over and chilled she was trippin about that..... she should understand how I felt.... but I know she does. She's amazing. So, like I said.... I was just over reacting and it kinda sucks. Whenever I have something to be worried about I always worry about it to the fullest extent, it sucks. I'm trying to handle things better though. Life is always a learning adventure.
So tomorrow I go to santa maria for the weekend, I cant wait.
Well, I'ma aboot to pass the fuck out....I'm sooo tired. blaahh.
g'nite journal.
I NEED more tattoos dammit. After a few more I might just tattoo myself just to have some new ink. Its been over a year..... AGAIN dammit. I should just anty up the dough and go pay for some, why the fuck cant I get free tattoos.. haha.. all my friends get um, oh yea... thats because I tattoo. Its frustrating sometimes, tattoos can get so damn expensive. I tried going to the tattoo shop today to talk to my artist but he was walkin out the door as I was walkin in. If I can remember then I'll try and make it in there tomorrow before I leave town.
Well, as for the events of last nite.....well, of coarse I over reacted. Which I figure could have happened but it almost didnt....which kinda surprised me in the first place. I dunno, the only reason I even kinda tripped was cause she said she would be gone and hour and then call me. Then I finally hear from her like 4 hours later, I was already kinda like.... you know, sitting by the phone waiting for the call and then its like.... wait an hour...nothing, another hour, nothing.... another hour, nothing... so of coarse I started freaking out. Shit, when my ex came over and chilled she was trippin about that..... she should understand how I felt.... but I know she does. She's amazing. So, like I said.... I was just over reacting and it kinda sucks. Whenever I have something to be worried about I always worry about it to the fullest extent, it sucks. I'm trying to handle things better though. Life is always a learning adventure.
So tomorrow I go to santa maria for the weekend, I cant wait.
Well, I'ma aboot to pass the fuck out....I'm sooo tired. blaahh.
g'nite journal.