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ok so yea...its been a while since I've updated this thing. I havnt really felt like writing much really. I've been so damn busy with my new catalog I havnt had time for much else on the computer....or anything else for that matter. Its now about 4:30am and I think I'm going to retire for the nite. I think I'm finally getting tired of goin to bed when the sun rises.
In other boobie news:::: I met a girl. Yup, strange I know. I mean come on.... I meet people all the time I guess but not to like date them or anything. Its usually like, oh this is my friend so and so....bla bla bla. I see girls that I think are attractive phsyically but that never really plays much of a role in my choosing of a "date" I guess. I like to know the person and I have to like them as a person to really be into them and want to date them. Then again, I guess thats what dating is about....getting to know someone new. Well, still.....I'm a computer nerd...haha.. I mean seriously, like I'm ever gonna go hit on a girl and be all....."hey bebeh, hows it shakin? so you wanna like go do it or what." haha... I mean really, its soooo not my style to even ask a girl for their phone number much less ask someone on a date.
I guess I'm just apart of that computer nerd era, so thank God for the internet...haha and also for myspace.com I've met alot of nice & cool people on that site including my new interest. So yea, back to the girl I met. wow, she's pretty incredible. So I officially sent her a message on last Saturday....she answered back and we started chattin on aim....then the phone and then this past saturday I went to LA and met up with her. Meeting people from the internet is always a kinda strange thing I guess. I mean, the internet is very un-personable...I mean, the pics could be fake and it could be some fat old guy behind the keyboard...you never know. Anyways, so Saturday nite I went to her house and hung out with her and acouple of her friends. We all went to Downtown Disney and walked around, looking at the different shops and whatnot. Then we went back to her place and kicked it and watched headwig. All I have to say is wow, I havnt had anything like that happen to me in a very long time. Just the feeling I got from being around her was way intense. She is soooo cute & sweet it just blows me away. She's SUCH a sweet person and she's been playing the piano for like 8 years or something crazy...I cant wait to hear her play! We just sat on the couch holding hands and cuddling till like 5am. I had the best time I've had in a while with someone and whats weird was that it was all the sameday that I had met her in person. Usually for me it takes sometime for me to be comfortable with someone to be physical in anyway with them. But she was different. I felt totally comfortable, more than comfortable though. Like I had no fear at all of anything, I just told her exactly what I thought and how I felt. We both tripped out on alot of things actually. I mean, we met on the internet, we both just kinda clicked together, we started cuddling the very first nite we met....I mean the chemistry was just pure insanity. We see eye to eye on ALOT of things.....just about everything except politics but I think thats just because she is uninformed of whats really going on. Doesnt matter to me really, I mean....I think from my past experiences that its not like we have to have the same opinion on politics. She can listen to whoever and whatever she wants. She can vote for whoever she wants...its her call. A really cool thing though is that her and I have the same outlook on religions and God and honestly for me its hard to find ANYONE who has the same opinion as me when it comes to religion so that was a huge deal for me.
I went through her cd collection while I was in her car and I have to say that I'm impressed. She had alot of AFI, refused, norma jean, ladytron....etc etc. Lots of good music. So yea, I mean...I dunno. This whole thing is just hard to comprehend really I think. It really reminds me of the beginning of the movie Vanilla Sky. Where from the moment the girl walks into the room, Tom Cruize just clicks with her and they hang out for the rest of the nite and by the morning time they've fallen completely in love with each other. Thats how it was.........we just sat there until 5am holding hands, each other and looking into each others eyes in amazement of each other. I know it may sound cheezy but its real and it was awesome.
I just cant get over how beautiful and sweet this girl is.....we both kept saying all of saturday night.....whats the catch? Its just too perfect, something has to be wrong but we talked and talked and well, nothing is wrong. Everything is awesome actually.
I get to see her tomorrow night and I cant wait!!
So yea, that was my weekend really. Just had a good time hanging out in LA / OC. I really missed the beach and its serenity & peace. I'm starting to miss OC alot. This clothing thing looks like its kinda taking off too. Electric chair has 3 stores and they want to order enough to stock all 3 so thats rad. I think we have the potential to be in alot of really cool stores and if thats the case that means I can start making real money. Which means I could afford to live in OC again and in a decent apartment on my own this time. Really, that would be a really cool thing. I would love to have my own place down near the beach somewhere....I could finally build my little recording studio and just hang out, paint, design clothes & write music. Someday maybe. We'll see.
As things are right now, their really awesome. I havnt been this excited about my future in a while and its not just because of sarah, its alot of things in my life right now. My paintings and art are going really good, my clothing designs are going good, I'm really happy with my song writing lately and then what really puts me over the moon is sarah. I mean, I know its only been a week...haha and we've only hung out twice but something happened between me and another person that just doesnt happen. Even if it ended tomorrow I would still love and appreciate every moment that I got to spend with her.
bla bla bla....ok, enough of the cheeezy mush talk...hahaa. Its about 5am now and its time to go to sleep and do this all over again tomorrow.
nite nite journal.
In other boobie news:::: I met a girl. Yup, strange I know. I mean come on.... I meet people all the time I guess but not to like date them or anything. Its usually like, oh this is my friend so and so....bla bla bla. I see girls that I think are attractive phsyically but that never really plays much of a role in my choosing of a "date" I guess. I like to know the person and I have to like them as a person to really be into them and want to date them. Then again, I guess thats what dating is about....getting to know someone new. Well, still.....I'm a computer nerd...haha.. I mean seriously, like I'm ever gonna go hit on a girl and be all....."hey bebeh, hows it shakin? so you wanna like go do it or what." haha... I mean really, its soooo not my style to even ask a girl for their phone number much less ask someone on a date.
I guess I'm just apart of that computer nerd era, so thank God for the internet...haha and also for myspace.com I've met alot of nice & cool people on that site including my new interest. So yea, back to the girl I met. wow, she's pretty incredible. So I officially sent her a message on last Saturday....she answered back and we started chattin on aim....then the phone and then this past saturday I went to LA and met up with her. Meeting people from the internet is always a kinda strange thing I guess. I mean, the internet is very un-personable...I mean, the pics could be fake and it could be some fat old guy behind the keyboard...you never know. Anyways, so Saturday nite I went to her house and hung out with her and acouple of her friends. We all went to Downtown Disney and walked around, looking at the different shops and whatnot. Then we went back to her place and kicked it and watched headwig. All I have to say is wow, I havnt had anything like that happen to me in a very long time. Just the feeling I got from being around her was way intense. She is soooo cute & sweet it just blows me away. She's SUCH a sweet person and she's been playing the piano for like 8 years or something crazy...I cant wait to hear her play! We just sat on the couch holding hands and cuddling till like 5am. I had the best time I've had in a while with someone and whats weird was that it was all the sameday that I had met her in person. Usually for me it takes sometime for me to be comfortable with someone to be physical in anyway with them. But she was different. I felt totally comfortable, more than comfortable though. Like I had no fear at all of anything, I just told her exactly what I thought and how I felt. We both tripped out on alot of things actually. I mean, we met on the internet, we both just kinda clicked together, we started cuddling the very first nite we met....I mean the chemistry was just pure insanity. We see eye to eye on ALOT of things.....just about everything except politics but I think thats just because she is uninformed of whats really going on. Doesnt matter to me really, I mean....I think from my past experiences that its not like we have to have the same opinion on politics. She can listen to whoever and whatever she wants. She can vote for whoever she wants...its her call. A really cool thing though is that her and I have the same outlook on religions and God and honestly for me its hard to find ANYONE who has the same opinion as me when it comes to religion so that was a huge deal for me.
I went through her cd collection while I was in her car and I have to say that I'm impressed. She had alot of AFI, refused, norma jean, ladytron....etc etc. Lots of good music. So yea, I mean...I dunno. This whole thing is just hard to comprehend really I think. It really reminds me of the beginning of the movie Vanilla Sky. Where from the moment the girl walks into the room, Tom Cruize just clicks with her and they hang out for the rest of the nite and by the morning time they've fallen completely in love with each other. Thats how it was.........we just sat there until 5am holding hands, each other and looking into each others eyes in amazement of each other. I know it may sound cheezy but its real and it was awesome.
I just cant get over how beautiful and sweet this girl is.....we both kept saying all of saturday night.....whats the catch? Its just too perfect, something has to be wrong but we talked and talked and well, nothing is wrong. Everything is awesome actually.
I get to see her tomorrow night and I cant wait!!
So yea, that was my weekend really. Just had a good time hanging out in LA / OC. I really missed the beach and its serenity & peace. I'm starting to miss OC alot. This clothing thing looks like its kinda taking off too. Electric chair has 3 stores and they want to order enough to stock all 3 so thats rad. I think we have the potential to be in alot of really cool stores and if thats the case that means I can start making real money. Which means I could afford to live in OC again and in a decent apartment on my own this time. Really, that would be a really cool thing. I would love to have my own place down near the beach somewhere....I could finally build my little recording studio and just hang out, paint, design clothes & write music. Someday maybe. We'll see.
As things are right now, their really awesome. I havnt been this excited about my future in a while and its not just because of sarah, its alot of things in my life right now. My paintings and art are going really good, my clothing designs are going good, I'm really happy with my song writing lately and then what really puts me over the moon is sarah. I mean, I know its only been a week...haha and we've only hung out twice but something happened between me and another person that just doesnt happen. Even if it ended tomorrow I would still love and appreciate every moment that I got to spend with her.
bla bla bla....ok, enough of the cheeezy mush talk...hahaa. Its about 5am now and its time to go to sleep and do this all over again tomorrow.
nite nite journal.