again.....
shit man, I swear.....its almost 4pm and I just woke up. My sleeping schedual is all fucked up. I'm trying to get as much work as I can, I have another website I'm working on, paintings to do, the new rezistance catalog to paint and I still have christmas shopping to think about but no money or car to bother thinking about it.
My whole car situation sucks! Its been 3 weeks almost and its really suckin bad.
Here we go again, Brandi's little baby shawn is here again...( when is he not ) and of coarse he's crying like crazy. THIS is why I wish I had my car, I like the kid, he's fun to play with but I've been awake maybe 30 minutes and already there is a crying baby in the house. Dont get my wrong, he's cute and great and all but I dunno how many mornings I've been woken up by him crying. It wouldnt be all bad if it was actually rogers kid but he's just baby sitting, I wish he would get his truck running and go watch her at brandi's house. What really sucks is there is no way for me to leave this damn house while the kid is screaming crying without my DAMN car. GAH!!
So I had another dream last night that "she" was in. This is the 3rd one that I can remember. It was very strange but so emotionally moving. I dont remember having a dream before that was so damn emotional, its really strange. I was laying on a cot, like I was camping or something and then she came up to me, knelt by the cot and then grabbed my hand and just held it. Then she ended up crawling onto the cot with me and we just layed there holding each other. I think I've figured out what it all means and it doesnt surprise me really but what does surprise me is how emotional feeling it was for a dream. What a sense of warmth and comfort I felt....very strange.
Anyways, on with my day. I gotta shower and whatnot and get back to work.
My whole car situation sucks! Its been 3 weeks almost and its really suckin bad.
Here we go again, Brandi's little baby shawn is here again...( when is he not ) and of coarse he's crying like crazy. THIS is why I wish I had my car, I like the kid, he's fun to play with but I've been awake maybe 30 minutes and already there is a crying baby in the house. Dont get my wrong, he's cute and great and all but I dunno how many mornings I've been woken up by him crying. It wouldnt be all bad if it was actually rogers kid but he's just baby sitting, I wish he would get his truck running and go watch her at brandi's house. What really sucks is there is no way for me to leave this damn house while the kid is screaming crying without my DAMN car. GAH!!
So I had another dream last night that "she" was in. This is the 3rd one that I can remember. It was very strange but so emotionally moving. I dont remember having a dream before that was so damn emotional, its really strange. I was laying on a cot, like I was camping or something and then she came up to me, knelt by the cot and then grabbed my hand and just held it. Then she ended up crawling onto the cot with me and we just layed there holding each other. I think I've figured out what it all means and it doesnt surprise me really but what does surprise me is how emotional feeling it was for a dream. What a sense of warmth and comfort I felt....very strange.
Anyways, on with my day. I gotta shower and whatnot and get back to work.