Oct 26, 2003 14:21
Well, its almost 2:30 and I basically just got up. Kinda late but its nice to just lay in bed with someone sometimes. Whats nice is to lay next to someone that you really like, but like them for who they are and not just what they look like. What sucks is when they dont share the same feelings as you. Its like half the pie is getting fulfilled but the other half isnt. All humans have this need to love and be loved....so far I'm filling half that.
What sucks is when you only fill half that the other empty half feels that much more empty.
Its cool though when you've finally reached ideas in your head, when you've decided to finally face your own fears and do what you've been scared to do.
Its weird man, people never do what they really want because their afraid of failure. Thats the main reason why I'm so shy I guess, its better to not hit on the pretty chick than to try and get turned down. Thats the way I've always been for the most part but its time I start getting over my fears.
The only thing stopping me from achieving happiness is my own fears and its time I stop that.
Good luck to me!