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I've written so many anonymous love letters to you in the past 48 hours that I almost can't believe how I keep coming up with new things to say. But you just bring out so many emotions in me, and while it all revolves around love and sex and happiness, I'm still amazed by everything.
I'm amazed at the way you can glance at me with such distant eyes, looking past me and yet taking me in completely. I'm amazed at the way you can walk with a little bounce, clearly not caring about the way everyone else thinks of you. I'm amazed by you.
But (of course there's a but), I can't manage to say anything intelligent around you. I wish I were beautiful so that I wouldn't have to say a word, so that you would instantly fall in love and see that we were meant to be. Things would be so much better if words would come out when I opened my mouth, or if I could smile a genuine smile.
I don't know, things are never simple; they're always confusing and horrible, depressing and foolish, hopeless and beautiful. It's like Frou Frou, "there's beauty in the break-down." And it's true. The break-down is just raw human emotion. It's all that is pure in such a plastic world. It's real. You are what keeps me real.
And so while I'm dreaming of your touch, I almost feel as if I'm walking through a haze. I'm gracefully moving my hands through the air, slowly moving my body towards yours, almost dancing to the rhythm of my heart. Everything is so cloudy, and I can't even see a future for myself anymore. There's no chosen path, no glowing sign to tell me where home is.
So I guess for now, I'll follow you through my darkest thoughts and saddest moments; I'll follow you until I find another path, another way back to where I belong.
I'll follow you.
You.
Love,
_________
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