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[_fred_burkle_]

This day isn't going in any way how I thought it was going to when I went to work this morning... it really isn't. Not that it's all bad or anything, I mean, Cordelia being awake? It's good. It really is. More than thrilled about all that

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[_fred_burkle_]

"Just off the living room here..." I said, pointing to the door on the righthand side at the back of the room. "Mine's upstairs, as is the bathroom, and the kitchen's just over there. We'll do a proper tour later, promise." I added the last bit with a smile as I crossed the room to what had been my guest room.

"It's all furnished, sort of half decorated, but you can make it yours." I told her, pushing the door open to reveal a queen sized bed placed directly under the window, a decent sized dresser on one side of it, a closet on the other, and an end table on either side of the bed. "I know it's not much, but I figured the only people that'd be using it would be my parents, you know?" I explained to her. I was so glad Cordy was all right again, and completely thrilled to be able to at least do this small thing for her.

"I don't know if everything that's gone on is exactly bad, but I think you should definitely hear it from Angel, 'cause it's really kinda huge." I told her appologetically, finally getting to her second question.

"Isn't much to tell gossip wise, really. I mean, you know Charles and I aren't together anymore, right? And everybody else is just superbusy working for the most part. Lorne's out of town workin' on somethin' or other. Not exactly sure there. We all pretty much made a point of going and visiting you every day, but we haven't exactly spent much non-work time together lately..." I sighed. It shouldn't be like that. It never used to be. I missed just hanging out and goofing off with everyone.

[queen__c]

A smile came across my face when I saw the room. "Its lovely. I really appreciate you doing this. I mean you didnt have to but you did and I'm grateful." Walking into the room, I placed the bags down on the bed. I probably was going to move the furniture around to my liking but at the moment it was just great to be around something that didnt smell like bleach.

"Are we going to see him soon?" I was really asking a lot of questions. From now on, No more questions unless they were absolutly important. "Sorry about all the questions, its just, you know me. I have to be Miss Nosy." I laughed abit before sitting down on the bed. It was comfy.

"Yeah. I'm sorry you guys broke up." Of course I knew about that. I also knew about everything esle that had happened last year including some things that I wasnt fond of. Like a certain boy who shall remain nameless at this point. "Busy with what?" Oops, Another question. "I mean with your vision girl out of the picture for while how could you guys possibly be busy?"

[_fred_burkle_]

"It's no trouble, really, Cordy." I insisted to her as she thanked me, "After living in the hotel for so long, living alone's not all that much fun. Kinda got used to there always been people around."

"We can, if you're ready, that is." I replied. I knew as soon as Harmony -- how were we gonna explain Harmony? Being Angel's assistant and all...the stories I'd heard about the last time Cordelia had seen her -- told Angel Cordelia was waiting to see him, he'd drop everything without a second thought, no matter who we was in a meeting with.

"It's totally okay, Cor, all the questions. I know there's a lot going on and you know none of it. I'm sorry I'm not being more helpful there...I just think it's better you hear it from Angel is all." I sighed softly.

"It was a long time coming by the time it finally did." I shrugged off her sympathies about what happened between Charles and I. It was true...ever since Professor Sidel. That had really been the end, but neither of us had wanted to accept it.

"That's another one of those things that it's better our champion explain to you, sorry." I said apologetically.

[queen__c]

Was I really ready to go see Angel? I got this feeling that Fred didnt know about last year since she was being all nice and super Fred and if she had know about last year, i would still be at the hospital waiting for someone to come get me. But if didnt know about it, then how come I do? How come i remember all the things that higher crap of a being did to everyone? Maybe it was my punishment or maybe I was just lucky! Pfft, Lucky my ass.

"I dont think I'll ever be ready to face him but I have no choice since he is apart of family and so much more to me." But I still dont think I could face him after saying that. "Plus, I dont have anything esle to do, right? So I might as well see my friends."

I took a deep breathe in before standing up. "I understand that you dont want to be the one who tells what happened while I was in the coma. Its only fair, you know, incase you miss something or have something you dont want to tell me." I smiled softly.

Looking at her, I started to wonder about her and Wesley. They did have chemistry and lets face it, Wesley is a hottie. If we werent going to talk about last year, We were going to talk about our non-existing love lives we had. "So what about you and Wesley? Last time I checked, You guys still had chemistry. And I know that isnt something you can just get rid of!" My soft smile turned into a full-blown normal smile.

[_fred_burkle_]

"I'm sure Angel'll fill you in when you talk to him. Or you'll make him, one of the two." I smirked to Cordy for a moment. I knew as soon as she was in the same room with Angel, she'd force him in to telling her what was going on. Not that Angel could ever really say no to her.

I shook my head slightly when she mentioned Wesley, "I don't know, Cor..." I started hesitantly, "We haven't talked much...I mean, he's been so busy with work. I'm not even sure he likes me like that anymore. Or if he is, he's hidin' it pretty good."

Truth was I hadn't really given Wesley much thought since Charles kissed me at the ballet. Not in terms of potiental boyfriend, anyway. And we hadn't really spent any time together outside of work in longer than I could remember right now.

[queen__c]

"If he is busy, Then he will just have to drop everything he is doing to deal with me." I smiled before moving pieces of my hair away from my face. "Besides, He cant be that busy, right?"

What? My friends arent making time for eachother? Coming out of coma land this stage in the game was making me realize My friends had changed so much since I went into that coma.

"Before I ask the next question, I have to know something. Do you still have feelings for Wesley?" That would be so cute if she did because that would just bring back all the good memories with the gang when baby Connor was around.