I Came To The Conclusion!

[_evanescence_]

that if your fat and ugly like me then 10 times out of 10 you'll be alone till the day you die! and then add in the fact that your a lesbian and were you live has little to know girls!!! I'm so fucking sick of being alone... I'm so fuckign sick of having no one ti love me and having no one to love. As each day goes by I get more and more depressed

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[paranoid_undine]

i know what its like to be lonely.. really lonely where u cry every day.. i wont ever meet anyone again either and where i live i cant. i live in the most fucked up situation possible and im traped i cant escape..

i think eventually we all find somone.. that is what one part of me says.. i think u will find somone ..

i hate pretty girls too.. especially girls with boobs cause i dont have any really and if u dont have boobs ur not thought of as femine and called a boy.. i guess there r so many perceptions of what is beautiful..

most ppl i know r married too and with kids.. but i guess its better to haev the right girl come along then just anyone so maybe it will take longer to find the perfect one

im sorry this is supposed to make sense.. but i cant even make it make sense lol

just wanted to say i know how u feel.. of course not everything but alot of similarities there.. i hope u r ok

i will be alone because my head is just fucked and wont let me be happy oe escape.. so i guess even if i could change how i looked id still b fucked and alone because of my broken mind..

btw ur not ugly!

[paranoid_undine]

yeah i know that.. but hard to remember when men tell u they would prefer bigger boobs and they will get used to small after awhile and getting made fun of by grown up men been told to get breast implants etc.. i know im not defined by chest size but it would seem everywhere i go i am.. whatever society is fucked.. i hate it

how r u feeling today?