why do i care
WHY IS IT IN MY NATURE TO CARE.....Y DO I CARE HOW PPL FEEL AFTER THE TREAT ME LIKE SHIT......Y DO I ALWAYS SAY SRRY..HOW COME I GET NO RESPECT....I GIVE AND I GIVE AND I GIVE AND PPL JUST WALK ALL OVER ME...I GUESS ALWAYS HAVE ALWYAS WILL....
WEN I TRY AND STAND UP FOR MYSELF I ALWAYS FOLD.....Y IS THAT....Y DO I CARE SOO MUCH.....Y DO PPL HAVE TO FIGHT WIT ME...IM SICK OF BEING THE PUSHOVER...IM TIRED OF SAYING SRRY...IM TIRED OF CRYING FOR HOURS OUTSIDE LOOKIN UP AT THE STARS JUST TRYING TO MAKE SENDSE OF WUT THE HELL IS GOIN ON.....
I ALWAYS SAY SRRY...I SAID SRRY AGAIN AND I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TO..THEY WERE TALKIN ABOUT ME....THEY WERE BITCHES TO ME....THEY DID IT....AND I SED SRRY...I DID.....NOT THEM.....AND THE WORST THING IS THEY DIDN'T EXCEPT IT.....
THIS TIME IM NOT BUSTING MY ASS....I SED SRRY AND U WERE TOO BIG HEADED TO APPRECIATE IT....AND IM TIRED OF SAYING STUFF AND NOT GOING THROUGH WIT IT.....IM TIRED OF SAYING ONE THING AND REALLY MEANING ANOTHER..THATS NOT ME.....IM TIRED OF THIS SHIT I GO THROUGH......IM SICK AND TIRED......IM DONE WIT IT.....THE WORST THING IS....THEY DONT EVEN CARE...THEY DONT CARE....THEN Y DO I...Y AM I THE ONE CRYING...Y AM I CARING SOO MUCH.....
MAYBE I JUST SHOULDN'T CARE ABOUT PPL...MAYBE I JUST THING THAT EVERYONE IS JUST SOO NICE THAT THEY COULD NEVER BE MEAN...OR WEN THEY ARE THAT A STUPID APOLOGY MAKES EVERYTHIGN BETTER AND I JUST FORGET ABOUT WUT THEY DID IN THE PAST AND KEEP LETTING THEM DO IT TO ME
WUT CAN I SAY..................
I AM AND ALWAYS WILL BE THE PUSHOVER...I AM AND ALWAYS WILL BE THE ONE WHO IS EASY...WHO PPL CAN TO ANYTHIGN TO AND SHE WILL FORGIVE THEM...OO ITS JUST ERIKA...SHE FORGETS..SHE FORGIVES...EASILY....
WHY DO I CARE?
WEN I TRY AND STAND UP FOR MYSELF I ALWAYS FOLD.....Y IS THAT....Y DO I CARE SOO MUCH.....Y DO PPL HAVE TO FIGHT WIT ME...IM SICK OF BEING THE PUSHOVER...IM TIRED OF SAYING SRRY...IM TIRED OF CRYING FOR HOURS OUTSIDE LOOKIN UP AT THE STARS JUST TRYING TO MAKE SENDSE OF WUT THE HELL IS GOIN ON.....
I ALWAYS SAY SRRY...I SAID SRRY AGAIN AND I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE TO..THEY WERE TALKIN ABOUT ME....THEY WERE BITCHES TO ME....THEY DID IT....AND I SED SRRY...I DID.....NOT THEM.....AND THE WORST THING IS THEY DIDN'T EXCEPT IT.....
THIS TIME IM NOT BUSTING MY ASS....I SED SRRY AND U WERE TOO BIG HEADED TO APPRECIATE IT....AND IM TIRED OF SAYING STUFF AND NOT GOING THROUGH WIT IT.....IM TIRED OF SAYING ONE THING AND REALLY MEANING ANOTHER..THATS NOT ME.....IM TIRED OF THIS SHIT I GO THROUGH......IM SICK AND TIRED......IM DONE WIT IT.....THE WORST THING IS....THEY DONT EVEN CARE...THEY DONT CARE....THEN Y DO I...Y AM I THE ONE CRYING...Y AM I CARING SOO MUCH.....
MAYBE I JUST SHOULDN'T CARE ABOUT PPL...MAYBE I JUST THING THAT EVERYONE IS JUST SOO NICE THAT THEY COULD NEVER BE MEAN...OR WEN THEY ARE THAT A STUPID APOLOGY MAKES EVERYTHIGN BETTER AND I JUST FORGET ABOUT WUT THEY DID IN THE PAST AND KEEP LETTING THEM DO IT TO ME
WUT CAN I SAY..................
I AM AND ALWAYS WILL BE THE PUSHOVER...I AM AND ALWAYS WILL BE THE ONE WHO IS EASY...WHO PPL CAN TO ANYTHIGN TO AND SHE WILL FORGIVE THEM...OO ITS JUST ERIKA...SHE FORGETS..SHE FORGIVES...EASILY....
WHY DO I CARE?