Mar 24, 2007 19:26
i dont understand y humans remain in groups called "families" honestly, whats the point? so that they can b ur "support system"?? ya, thats complete bullshit. all families ever do is rag on u the moment u enter the house or scream at u just because ur there. they drag u places u dont wanna go n make u suffer w/ them. y would anyone enjoy that? the second i got home, my mom was like, "o, so ur finally home." n walked off. i just stared at her while she waited a breif second 4 a reply. if i said anything, i would hav flipped out n given her the bird or some bullshit like that n she woulda just started screaming at me n locked herself in her room. at least my not saying anything avoided the whole screaming part n just skipped to 2 slamming of the door. whatever, i dont care
they also cause u stress n worry that no body needs seriously! wtf!! they alwasy stick their fat noses in everything n comment when they hav no place!! bryce, fucking dumbass said 2 my mom that i went w/ shire 2 jims this weekend! y the fuck would i do that?! now shes got my mom all pissed at me! that was not bryce's place 2 speculate at all. i cant fucking take this bullshit anymore.
only reason i go down stairs anymore is 2 feed myself or use the bathroom. my family doesnt even socialize over dinner anymore. *sigh* bullshit everything is bullshit!!
i dont hav an fucking money either n i need it. i was gunna ask my dad but since everyone hates me here 4 having a life im not going 2. wtf!! eerrr *slams head on desk* while i was gone, my sis just made my family all the more pissed at me when i wasnt there 2 deffent myself
maybe when i get a flipping job i can totally avoid these people im forced 2 live w/....ug n we r not going 2 wwork things out. sad but true. i kno it n i dont really care. i cant care anymore
i cant stand it when people complain about having family meetings. at least their family cares enough about them 2 actually adress eachother civily. ive never felt that, a "family unity". I cant wait till i get 2 live on my own i dont care if im poor and alone. at least ill b alone!!!