mental health day aka bunking
but i hav permission, so its cool..*sigh* im not really feeling that shitty but my stomachs been bothering me n not in a good way ...O_o..not that there is a good way..ive come to the conclusion that im over stressing myself creating too much negative thinking
what am i stressing out ovr u ask? well, i think there r several causes, one my sister, whihc its not fair 2 bame everything on her but she really does cause me a great deal of stress n anger n sadnes...y r we complete opposites? not that i want her 2 b the same as me or i like her, but its to the point whee we butt heads at everything. we can barely eat dinner 2gether, n trust me ive tried. I CANT EVEN EAT WITHOUT HER MAKING FUN OF ME! rrr its really unneccissary but she doesnt give a shit. n i always tell her how making fun of my friends is not something i like 2 hear but she doesnt care she goes on about it anyway....n then when she actuall like 4 once is sorta nice, its b/c she wants somthing uot of me n when i say no she tries 2 make me feel like a greedy jerk...blak...
o n then theres band. which is totally stressing me out rite now. ive been working on our pieces but ill admit, not as much as i should hav n now im gunna pay..by earning n F-. well im practicing ALOt neddless 2 say 2day on my day off...
n then theres this fucking bing sick all the god damn time...this coughing thing really takes it out of u n my dads been sick like me 2. i worry about him b/c hes no sprng chicken n hes been freaking smoking since he was like 13 n he's like 57 now...*sigh* did u ko im the only one in my house that doent smoke?? yeah, but guess whos freaking gunna get throat cancer..ya me...grrr dont any of u wout there even pick up a damn cigarette or i will find u n rip it out of ur mouth. its like paying 4 ur death everythime u buy a carton...
*aggrivated sigh*
thats it 4 my ranting now...this lj thing is kinda nice.. its good 2 post 4 ur own benefit than 4 those out there who actually read it which is good b/c im sure only a few actually do..
thats it 4 nows
c ya
what am i stressing out ovr u ask? well, i think there r several causes, one my sister, whihc its not fair 2 bame everything on her but she really does cause me a great deal of stress n anger n sadnes...y r we complete opposites? not that i want her 2 b the same as me or i like her, but its to the point whee we butt heads at everything. we can barely eat dinner 2gether, n trust me ive tried. I CANT EVEN EAT WITHOUT HER MAKING FUN OF ME! rrr its really unneccissary but she doesnt give a shit. n i always tell her how making fun of my friends is not something i like 2 hear but she doesnt care she goes on about it anyway....n then when she actuall like 4 once is sorta nice, its b/c she wants somthing uot of me n when i say no she tries 2 make me feel like a greedy jerk...blak...
o n then theres band. which is totally stressing me out rite now. ive been working on our pieces but ill admit, not as much as i should hav n now im gunna pay..by earning n F-. well im practicing ALOt neddless 2 say 2day on my day off...
n then theres this fucking bing sick all the god damn time...this coughing thing really takes it out of u n my dads been sick like me 2. i worry about him b/c hes no sprng chicken n hes been freaking smoking since he was like 13 n he's like 57 now...*sigh* did u ko im the only one in my house that doent smoke?? yeah, but guess whos freaking gunna get throat cancer..ya me...grrr dont any of u wout there even pick up a damn cigarette or i will find u n rip it out of ur mouth. its like paying 4 ur death everythime u buy a carton...
*aggrivated sigh*
thats it 4 my ranting now...this lj thing is kinda nice.. its good 2 post 4 ur own benefit than 4 those out there who actually read it which is good b/c im sure only a few actually do..
thats it 4 nows
c ya