Sep 13, 2005 09:48
Because there is not much to say. I don't like being single, it sux. Dan won't answer the phone when I call, that sux. I dunno, everything is just sucking right now. My whole senior year seems to be going down the tubes as we speak. Don't get me wrong Im still a happy person its just that its harder to be happy when it feels like there is nothing to be happy about, ya know? Still Im glad I can improve other peoples lives. Even if I don't realize I'm making someone happy, they eventually let me know and that brings a smile to my face. I just wish I could do more and maybe even though it sounds a little selfish, get a little more out of my own life. I find myself now regretting things and its not like me to regret. Ever. It may just be that I'm having a harder time than I thought I would adjusting to my new diet. It was difficult to find out that I'm Hypoglycemic and that I have to change my eating habits compleatly. Still, I'm just happy when I put a smile on other peoples faces. Wow I said a lot more that I thought I could say. Well yeah
Luv yall!