Chapter 2 - Let's say it like this...
While my pizza and fries are cooking, I thought it would be nice to sit down and collect my thoughts on a bunch of things. Mainly about a girl thats in my life right now. I'll go through the whole story, it's long but it quite of a dramatic fairy tale.
Remember Kim? Well things didn't go anywhere between the both of us but it did lead me in the direction that I wanted to go but it wasn't with her but her sister, LaQuanda who, in fact, is older than Kim by a year and a half. I'm 20, she's 22. What makes the story a little more interesting is that she has a daughter. An adorable two year old girl named Ziona who in Quanda's own words, we look alike. Though I don't want to play as a father figure since she has one (I'll go deeper into that later in the post), I do see myself somehow connected in this toddler's life. How? I don't know. In some ways whenever I'm with Quanda and Ziona, I get the feeling of being a father. Yes, she isn't mine but the thing is that I'm hoping that my first child is a girl (ironic a little eh?) and seeing Ziona come to me and play, it's uncanny. Words can't describe it.
Anyway, me and Quanda have been "talking" since the beginning of January. In the beginning, we would just e-mail each other, text, talk on the phone and etc. That was about it. In the middle, I started to come over and we would spend sometime together. I went with her to a wedding for her cousin and I met her whole entire family. I can draw comparisons between mines and hers but they're alot different from the settings they were brought up from. To be frank, my family is straight country and her's is a little more city so you can say it's a city girl meeting a country boy type thing. Everything is going good right now, we are still friends and good friends at that. She likes messing with my Nintendo DS. We have this little compeition on one of the Super Mario minigames and it's quite compeitive but its just fun. We're alike in many ways but we are totally different. In all my life, I've never met a female like her whose just the picture perfect female that I need in my life, PERIOD.
But, with all good things comes problems. I don't want to get too much into it because it's complicated and having it being complicated, it'll leave you confused and bewildered. Just know that I've been probably in the happiest state that I've been in a LONG ASS time. With all my frantic discussions with Nissa and seeing if there's anything there between us and now having her come to me asking if I still have feelings for her? Yes, it has gone that road now.
I don't know what is in store for me and Quanda, only time can tell. Just know, she could very be the one.
Remember Kim? Well things didn't go anywhere between the both of us but it did lead me in the direction that I wanted to go but it wasn't with her but her sister, LaQuanda who, in fact, is older than Kim by a year and a half. I'm 20, she's 22. What makes the story a little more interesting is that she has a daughter. An adorable two year old girl named Ziona who in Quanda's own words, we look alike. Though I don't want to play as a father figure since she has one (I'll go deeper into that later in the post), I do see myself somehow connected in this toddler's life. How? I don't know. In some ways whenever I'm with Quanda and Ziona, I get the feeling of being a father. Yes, she isn't mine but the thing is that I'm hoping that my first child is a girl (ironic a little eh?) and seeing Ziona come to me and play, it's uncanny. Words can't describe it.
Anyway, me and Quanda have been "talking" since the beginning of January. In the beginning, we would just e-mail each other, text, talk on the phone and etc. That was about it. In the middle, I started to come over and we would spend sometime together. I went with her to a wedding for her cousin and I met her whole entire family. I can draw comparisons between mines and hers but they're alot different from the settings they were brought up from. To be frank, my family is straight country and her's is a little more city so you can say it's a city girl meeting a country boy type thing. Everything is going good right now, we are still friends and good friends at that. She likes messing with my Nintendo DS. We have this little compeition on one of the Super Mario minigames and it's quite compeitive but its just fun. We're alike in many ways but we are totally different. In all my life, I've never met a female like her whose just the picture perfect female that I need in my life, PERIOD.
But, with all good things comes problems. I don't want to get too much into it because it's complicated and having it being complicated, it'll leave you confused and bewildered. Just know that I've been probably in the happiest state that I've been in a LONG ASS time. With all my frantic discussions with Nissa and seeing if there's anything there between us and now having her come to me asking if I still have feelings for her? Yes, it has gone that road now.
I don't know what is in store for me and Quanda, only time can tell. Just know, she could very be the one.