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[_esperance]

i feel bad today.
just like yesterday.
and most likely the day before that.
ugh.bands not as bad this year...
i suppose now that its my last year im used to it.
i like this show... i think it will be fun
for my senior show.

on another note.
im sick of being in the house...
sharon and i are going out for sushi tomorrow.
..... i think.
her and i have been talking alot lately.
julie's birthday is saturday and she invited me.
that really excites me, because i didnt think she liked
me all that much... just kind of got that vibe.
perry and jakob came back and visited at band today.
it kind of made me want to cry.

im ready to get out of here.
my ambitions are starting to fall short.
and im lowering my self-expectations.
someday i'll be perfect.