My Night
I hung out with Amy tonight, we out to eat and we rented to movies
The Girl Next Door (long ass movie!) and Duplex both were really good. I love going out when it is just Amy and I, I get to know her better as she gets to know me better. I tried talking to her about something really important, a choice that I wanna make. And she gave me the answer I knew she would give me, and of course it wasn't what I wanted to hear. *sighs* I wake up, and every morning I force myself to look into the bathroom mirror. And I see what everyone else see's, a cute.....innocent.....bisexual guy. And I don't want to be that person anymore, I don't wanna leave HS as a sensitive best-friend to all, push over that I made myself out to be. I hate how I made myself.
I just want tons of sex! is that so wrong?! damn my fucking morals!!
I would love to have mad sex, with some hot guy I don't know...and when we are done....never see him again. I would love to do that with a lot a people. But I bet I won't, cause I am to nice, nice people like me always get shit on. This makes me look like a hypocrite, I am so sorry Josh. Don't hate me.
Blessed Be
The Girl Next Door (long ass movie!) and Duplex both were really good. I love going out when it is just Amy and I, I get to know her better as she gets to know me better. I tried talking to her about something really important, a choice that I wanna make. And she gave me the answer I knew she would give me, and of course it wasn't what I wanted to hear. *sighs* I wake up, and every morning I force myself to look into the bathroom mirror. And I see what everyone else see's, a cute.....innocent.....bisexual guy. And I don't want to be that person anymore, I don't wanna leave HS as a sensitive best-friend to all, push over that I made myself out to be. I hate how I made myself.
I just want tons of sex! is that so wrong?! damn my fucking morals!!
I would love to have mad sex, with some hot guy I don't know...and when we are done....never see him again. I would love to do that with a lot a people. But I bet I won't, cause I am to nice, nice people like me always get shit on. This makes me look like a hypocrite, I am so sorry Josh. Don't hate me.
Blessed Be