I need to know why this room has blinds that never open.

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Today, I drove my dad to the doctors and such, and while there we got into a argument. but after the doctore examined him, i found out hes already had a minny stroke. and his rib is cracked from passing out one night on the way to the bathroom. So now i have to take care of him and such, its a bummer. why cant my dad be younger and less grumpy all the time, but i guess everyone lives a different life and thats the way it goes.

These cigarettes i smoke dont hurt anymore when they go down my lungs, ive grown used to them. it shows. I have been sick the past week. but i still do it. even right now as I am typing this.

thats it, thats all.
forgive, forget. relive, regret. <3