Jul 19, 2007 08:47
amazing
one month you think its perfect
two weeks
its done
one week later
someone else
and that doesnt even piss me off
its the lying and lack of communication.
why do i always ge the shitty side of things
i did so much and got so little back
TWICE
ill prolly have another two your dry spell again and then go through the same bull shit with two girls in five months
is this how its gonna be for the rest of my life?
i dont understand how everyone but me has a significant... i must be damaged goods
or they know my tendency of bad luck and always getting fucked over
but ill live, hopefully, through it
now im afraid to cme back home
to see her
to have to talk about it 50 million times cause i know everyone is going to be inquiring me about what happened
and you know whats worse... rachel, sachi, rae, and sara were right
well at least its all sorted out and she got what she wanted
and at least i have my best friend back
nowwwwwwwww im on the hunt...
and i cant wait to get back to work, mingle, and try to enjoy the summer
ps....girls dont fucking lie about how you fucking feel cause it fucks us up
i lost 7lbs and a weeks of sleep over some babel bullshit she was feeding me too make me feel better
IT DIDNT WORK!
151 here i come