the usual..
bs. i dont get it
what the fuck did i do to deserve any of this.. ive done dumb things, but i never hurt anyone... i just want to be there for someone and someone to do the same for me.... my friends are all nice... my only good one bitched out at me. and every fucking girl who i have slight interest in acts like they want something... and then changes their fucking mind.... the last... was perfect. i expected so much. its summer.. my plan was to see her.. spend time.. but she doesnt want that... idk wat anyone wants from me anymore..
im a nice guy.. i thnk.. maybe thats it. maybe if i were an asshole girls wouldnt be to me.. is that what it takes?
but i cant.. sorry.. and wahts worsee.. i let it happen. but no matter what my lonelyness surpasses my anger and need to fuck things... romanticism isnt enuf huh..
ill still wait though..
im chris, and im a doormat
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
what the fuck did i do to deserve any of this.. ive done dumb things, but i never hurt anyone... i just want to be there for someone and someone to do the same for me.... my friends are all nice... my only good one bitched out at me. and every fucking girl who i have slight interest in acts like they want something... and then changes their fucking mind.... the last... was perfect. i expected so much. its summer.. my plan was to see her.. spend time.. but she doesnt want that... idk wat anyone wants from me anymore..
im a nice guy.. i thnk.. maybe thats it. maybe if i were an asshole girls wouldnt be to me.. is that what it takes?
but i cant.. sorry.. and wahts worsee.. i let it happen. but no matter what my lonelyness surpasses my anger and need to fuck things... romanticism isnt enuf huh..
ill still wait though..
im chris, and im a doormat
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK