what a difference
its amazes me how things change so radpily
... before summer.. i would probably would have wanted to kick my own ass if i met myself
well i still kina wanna kick my own ass now but its not as bad
in just two years my parents 20yr marriage was ended and my dad is already dating again
in just two years i went from straight As and Bs to a C and B student...
i have never stayed in one house for more than5 years... im not even a military brat, our family is just fucked up
you kids worry about where youll go to school, how much money you will make after college, when u get your car
i worry my mom will go poor if she doesnt find a job out here soon because she moved across the country jus to be able to see me on the weekend
im worried my dad is going to give up on me because i fuck up so much
i am worried about other "teenage" things, being alone, friends, having enough fun... but with my luck none of that matters anyways
a lot of people say you shouldnt be afraid to die... im afriad to die.. i fear that ive missed out on so much already, and will miss out on more...
or maybe im a puss
am i the only one who feals this way because everyone else seems to think that im over-exaggerating
everyone asks me whats wrong and i tell them and i get criticized
not one event put me in a bad mood, its 16 striaght years of bullshit that makes me angey at myself and everyone else
and you people say that there is a god..
... before summer.. i would probably would have wanted to kick my own ass if i met myself
well i still kina wanna kick my own ass now but its not as bad
in just two years my parents 20yr marriage was ended and my dad is already dating again
in just two years i went from straight As and Bs to a C and B student...
i have never stayed in one house for more than5 years... im not even a military brat, our family is just fucked up
you kids worry about where youll go to school, how much money you will make after college, when u get your car
i worry my mom will go poor if she doesnt find a job out here soon because she moved across the country jus to be able to see me on the weekend
im worried my dad is going to give up on me because i fuck up so much
i am worried about other "teenage" things, being alone, friends, having enough fun... but with my luck none of that matters anyways
a lot of people say you shouldnt be afraid to die... im afriad to die.. i fear that ive missed out on so much already, and will miss out on more...
or maybe im a puss
am i the only one who feals this way because everyone else seems to think that im over-exaggerating
everyone asks me whats wrong and i tell them and i get criticized
not one event put me in a bad mood, its 16 striaght years of bullshit that makes me angey at myself and everyone else
and you people say that there is a god..