Dec 13, 2005 19:08
you know the feeling you get when he tells you that he misses you? when he tells you that you're beautiful? when he tells you that he can't wait to see you?
it's kind of like your knees get weak, you can't stop smiling, you can't sleep and stay up all night just in case he calls.
you know the feeling you get when you realize that it's not you who he missed now? when he says that she's beautiful? when he tells her that he can't wait to see her?
it's kind of like a stab in the back, a shot to the head. you can't breathe and you try so hard to hide the pain he caused.
you know the feeling you get when you think back to what you could've had? when you realize how happy you could've been? when you blame yourself for losing him? when you feel your whole life has just crashed right in front of you?
(yeah, it's kind of like that.)