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I need more playtime in my life. I sometimes think that I'm working myself too hard between school and work..but at the same time I know it's what I have to do in order to save up money and move out by June and be completely independent from my parents like I plan. Saving money is going pretty well. I've saved up around 600 dollars so far but I know I'll need a lot more to feel stable considering the price of rent, plus what i'll have to pay for cable, internet, cellphone etc. I'm sure my parents will help me out when I need it, but I hate asking them for help. I think after I get everything straightened out (finish my finals, get my license, get a car, get my own place, etc) I'll feel a lot better about where I am in life at this moment, although at the moment I'm rather content. I feel like I've matured a lot recently..Sometimes I feel a lot older than 19. Then other times I feel like I'm still 16. Where did all of my teenage years go? they seemed to have gone by so quickly and a lot of them are a blur. Yet I have no regrets. I can't look back at it all and want to change a thing. Ive been a good friend, stayed true to myself, and when i wasn't, learned from my mistakes. I never gave up..and that's all you can do.

On another note, I thought this quiz was rather accurate. so I decided to post it.

the Romantic
Test finished! you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR.

"I am unique"

Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.

How to Get Along with Me

• Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
• Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value
  myself.
• Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
• Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy,
  I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
• Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!

What I Like About Being a Four

• my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep
  level
• my ability to establish warm connections with people
• admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
• my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
• being unique and being seen as unique by others
• having aesthetic sensibilities
• being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me

What's Hard About Being a Four

• experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
• feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
  
• feeling guilty when I disappoint people
• feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
• expecting too much from myself and life
• fearing being abandoned


• obsessing over resentments
• longing for what I don't have

Fours as Children Often

• have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in
  original game
  s
• are very sensitive
• feel that they don't fit in
• believe they are missing something that other people have


• attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
• become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
  
• feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents'
  divorce)

Fours as Parents

• help their children become who they really are
• support their children's creativity and originality
• are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings


• are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
• are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy

Discover the 9 Types of People

HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

You are not completely happy with the result?!

You chose BY

Would you rather have chosen:

AY (EIGHT)

CY (SIX)

BX (NINE)

BZ (FIVE)

My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 21% on ABC

You scored higher than 54% on XYZ
Link: The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test